Jan 04, 2005 20:38
Something in the air today made me nostalgic. It's weird, a kind of ecstacy only a certain kind of weather can bring you... It made me miss the delicious summer soooo badly. Everytime I had a moment today, my mind would take me back to Cocoa.
Velvet nighttime. deserted beach. soft, white, silky sand. Crystally green water. full moon dead center. casting silvery shadows on the water. eerie illuminated, dusty, silver clouds. The scent of coconut and fire. The most brilliant stars I have ever seen, competeing with the moon in a [beauty] pagent. and to the right. heat lightnig. fierce. passionate. angry to join that battle.
It was amazing. And we were. A few grains of sand. wondering if we were the only people with enough luck to witness the moon vs. stars showdown. I forgot everything. It was beyond a vacation at that point. it was an [escape]. For a moment who I was, was insignificant. No standards to meet, just hair for the bored wind to play with. Just eyes to serve as a mirror for the vain mother nature. Just a body, for gravity to make imprints in the sand with, just a goal for the ocean to reach for. It was simple.
I want to give you that. I don't know how to convert it into an emotion that you can show someone. That feeling of simplicity and complete satisfaction... it is quite...something. Someday I will find a way to give that to you. Maybe.
But yes, the lovely summer, tomorrow breathe deep, you will smell it. It is teasing us. Still so far away. But I won't rush the days, because at the end of the summer... well we won't think about that now ;)
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