fall from grace.
I am not doing well in school. Always tired, worried about him, looking for something else, and I have come to hate what used to be my salvation. There are few people that keep me there. And I am not going anywhere. But it will be better soon. Because it usually gets to be. Maybe I should study harder. maybe I should not sleep so much. Maybe I should let him go, and *stop* searching. And maybe I should open my mind to the changes. But it is a hard thing to do. You know, easier said than done. Hmm, maybe I just need to be inspired to be happy. heh. we shall see. I serpose I have no real reason not to be.I just wish I could go back to the bliss of last year :(. Twas indeed the best year of my life. <3 to <3 you- Kelly