all better.
So today was really cool. I felt a whole lot better. School kinda sucked but I did A scene with Holly and I love that chick. So it worked. Uhmmm. Mike was supposed to take me home, but shoot, I couldn't get a hold of my mom in time so I had to ride the noodle. ew. Uhmmm permit on Saturday hopefully. Yeah bitch, cept that I am like a month late. haha Oh well. Jessi and Krra came home With me. My mom is a whore. oh well. went to mallorys. Had some fun. cant get ahold of what I want right now. damn. Today Blue eyes and I kissed. In a fairy tale sort of way. It was different, but he seems to be reoccuring. I wouldn't mind him. But we are complete opposites. he is more of a uhmmm wesley- princess bride, where I am looking for more of a uhmmm casablanca/gone with the wind... yeah okay no more connctions you get the gist. Not that I am usually so weird. But for once... I want a consistant relationship... I want to fall in love, as compelled by hormone fifteen year old cliche as that maay be. daniel called me today. He wants to "chill" this weekend. But Jay says that in his world chill is get drunk and have sex. V for virgin buddy. Not losing it with you. I dont think I could get that drunk, I don't want a disease. hhahahah man that was mean...and I even wonder... Blahhhh. ignore this... Im delirious. and I need another book to read. hahah fail my classes, but in turn read hundreds of books. Off to the library! <3 <3kelly