gmail convos with the bff.
me: i looked at wes' myspace last night
Rosanna: he still on ur friends list?
me: i had a dream about him.
yep
it was weird
a full blown sex dream
i used him for sex
but i usually feel my sex dreams
which is why i wake up mad lol
but i felt nothing
Rosanna: lol
me: i just pinned him, had at it, and left
heard his voice and everything
total guy about it.
me: acempac.
Rosanna: wow
how is he
still with that girl?
me: i assume so
still has this picture up of her
with
"I am a lucky man"
as the caption
and i just wonder if he meant it when he said that about me
not that it matters right now.
Rosanna: our feelings change
me: then i was tempted to call him
Rosanna: even though he felt that way about you, he may feel that way about her differently
for different reasons or whateve
me: yeah
i tried to have rosanna logic about it
still hurts a bit
"Stings"
Rosanna: that means ur human
me: unfortunately
i still can't help but think that he was embarrassed of me in some ways
then of course had to add a bit of the spite
"she really isn't that cute" lol
*ex g/f spite
Rosanna: lol of course
not of course to him being embarrassed
me: i know bff
Rosanna: of course to the other things
fuck that, you should have been embarrassed of him. looking all starved and elf-eared
me: LMAO!
i fuckin' love you.
i'm laughing and coughing
she's a typical white girl
plain, white bread.
Rosanna: no nutritional value
lol
Hope I didn't offend anyone, most of the "white girls" I know are awesome. She just looks so bland, grew up in Iowa or some shit (wtf?) and is now happy being a Florida Gator ::rollseyes
Anyway, I've been avoiding writing in this thing like the plague because I do have a lot to write about it, avoiding it is just easier. Too much has gone on, too much is going on, and my lj has always been therapeutic one way or another. I know I'll write about things and end up crying somehow. Again, avoidance is always easier for me. Until I feel like writing about it, my entries will consist of nothing too serious (or until YOYO nudges me again lol) I'm recovering from the flu, and have a 5-7 page paper to write on top of studying for finals. I just keep on telling myself that it's almost over.
Rosanna: he still on ur friends list?
me: i had a dream about him.
yep
it was weird
a full blown sex dream
i used him for sex
but i usually feel my sex dreams
which is why i wake up mad lol
but i felt nothing
Rosanna: lol
me: i just pinned him, had at it, and left
heard his voice and everything
total guy about it.
me: acempac.
Rosanna: wow
how is he
still with that girl?
me: i assume so
still has this picture up of her
with
"I am a lucky man"
as the caption
and i just wonder if he meant it when he said that about me
not that it matters right now.
Rosanna: our feelings change
me: then i was tempted to call him
Rosanna: even though he felt that way about you, he may feel that way about her differently
for different reasons or whateve
me: yeah
i tried to have rosanna logic about it
still hurts a bit
"Stings"
Rosanna: that means ur human
me: unfortunately
i still can't help but think that he was embarrassed of me in some ways
then of course had to add a bit of the spite
"she really isn't that cute" lol
*ex g/f spite
Rosanna: lol of course
not of course to him being embarrassed
me: i know bff
Rosanna: of course to the other things
fuck that, you should have been embarrassed of him. looking all starved and elf-eared
me: LMAO!
i fuckin' love you.
i'm laughing and coughing
she's a typical white girl
plain, white bread.
Rosanna: no nutritional value
lol
Hope I didn't offend anyone, most of the "white girls" I know are awesome. She just looks so bland, grew up in Iowa or some shit (wtf?) and is now happy being a Florida Gator ::rollseyes
Anyway, I've been avoiding writing in this thing like the plague because I do have a lot to write about it, avoiding it is just easier. Too much has gone on, too much is going on, and my lj has always been therapeutic one way or another. I know I'll write about things and end up crying somehow. Again, avoidance is always easier for me. Until I feel like writing about it, my entries will consist of nothing too serious (or until YOYO nudges me again lol) I'm recovering from the flu, and have a 5-7 page paper to write on top of studying for finals. I just keep on telling myself that it's almost over.