Jul 06, 2005 11:42
ow...couldn't go to dance because both of my feet are swollen today. I am icing them...even though i truly dislike the cold :-(
okay...enough whining for the day. Efren came home this morning from Temecula. I missed having my roommate the past few days. The past few days:
we have had two days of tech. I believe tonight will be full dress. Last night felt better but, well, i suppose i am having pre-show jitters. I had promised myself i wouldn't freak out anymore...there goes that.
July 4th was perfect. I spent the day dealing with the darker emotions stirring within. Thank God for friends like J-love who sit with me on the phone and offer great consolation and advice!
And thank God for new friends who stole me out of bed at 7pm on July 4th to a fabulous low-key evening of great food, outdoor hot-tubbing, and relaxation. :-)
today is ryan's 21st...i can't wait for tonight...we ahve a surprise for him! Last night i was exhausted but kristen and i took him out to a bar for some beers and stopped by Jaqui's b-day bash.
I am going to spend today trying to relax and get ready for tech tonight. I did some new intention work last night before bed and can't wait to play.
it is amazing to think back over the past two years since i first began devoting myself to this craft. The priorities and ideal shifts that have changed and remained the same astound me. Perhaps that is a journal entry for later. i have to run to the gym and get some things for tonight. and my goodness...this room needs a pickin' up!