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alright, so the entry below this is just about the speech tournament and how it was fun and how i got to shake this hot guys hand. not a big deal, you don't need to read it if you don't want to. anyways, it sounded too... i don't know... like fakely cheery and sort of stupid and like i was a lot younger than i am. now i'm back to myself.
this is strange. my normal demeter used to be happy and bouncy and overly-cheery. that feels fake to me now. i mean im not depressed or anything or not cheery, but i'm just a little calmer and less... off the wall. i like it better when i'm sitting clam and alone and thinking deeply then when i'm bouncing around yelling stupid things. it used to be the opposite. i haven't lost all of my humor or bouncyness. its still there, don't worry. but its just not as prominent. its strange...
this song (Your Love) reminds me of someone, in a bitter-sweet way. i hate it and i love it at the same time.
im in desperate need of a mix cd and a long walk alone.
[EDIT]
With Which Harry Potter Male Are You Most Sexually Compatible?
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Your secret lover is Oliver.
Roooowr!
How did you do it?
Who is your secret Hogwarts Lover?
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shut up
this is strange. my normal demeter used to be happy and bouncy and overly-cheery. that feels fake to me now. i mean im not depressed or anything or not cheery, but i'm just a little calmer and less... off the wall. i like it better when i'm sitting clam and alone and thinking deeply then when i'm bouncing around yelling stupid things. it used to be the opposite. i haven't lost all of my humor or bouncyness. its still there, don't worry. but its just not as prominent. its strange...
this song (Your Love) reminds me of someone, in a bitter-sweet way. i hate it and i love it at the same time.
im in desperate need of a mix cd and a long walk alone.
[EDIT]
With Which Harry Potter Male Are You Most Sexually Compatible?
brought to you by Quizilla
Your secret lover is Oliver.
Roooowr!
How did you do it?
Who is your secret Hogwarts Lover?
brought to you by Quizilla
shut up