Apr 30, 2004 22:40
AAAAAAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!!! *Screams and yanks on hair*............................... I hope this dosen't scare you all away... I'm just so frustrated now!!!! *Hits head on desk*
If any of you have heard the song "Colors" from the game DDR-Extreme... and have actually listened to the lyrics... Thats why... X_X.
I mean... That song was sent to me by a certain someone..... and ok... If thats how someone feels... Why now f*cking do something about it?
They know that I'm hurting... and ok... they are hurting too... and they send me that song... but don't say anything more... don't try to do anything more about it?
I'm hurting too! Alright?!?! Just talk to me! Thats all I ask! You apparently want to say something by sending me that song... But what will it help if you just...send it and leave it at that? That is not going to help!!!!!!!!
Ugh!!!!!!!! I'm just SO FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!
*puts head in hands*........... I feel like hitting something... like a pillow... or something... aaaaaah But I'm not going to... because I said so...
But now I must go on search for more tissues... Because someone stole them from this room... AGAIN XO.
Not to mention I've thrown up a few times because of the damn medicine... XO.
EDIT: Also... DO NOT MAKE ASSUMPTIONS ABOUT ME.
I was not able to go out anywhere today because of being sick. If I could have gone out tonight... I would have. But the medicine I am currently on prevented me from doing so.
I was not being a hypocrite for complaining about not being able to go out somewhere... Because It was legitimate of me to do so seeing as I've been stuck in my house since sunday. I was not complaining about not being invited somewhere.