..I'd promise you anything for another shot at life
This being the last 7 or so weeks of my college career, I felt the urge to post in LJ, even if no one reads it. The fact that in less than two months I am going to be a college graduate scares the living crap out of me. Seriously. I am incredibly unprepared for life after college and have not gotten on the bandwagon of ummm job hunting. True to my nature I am avoiding/ignoring the issue of life after college and will soon find myself fucked, and not in the good way. I think I am most afraid of not getting a job or finding my way. I won't have health insurance, so God that means no illnesses or accidents ok, and what is worse is I am going to have to figure out what to do with myself. The problem is I have no goals and I am not motivated to do ANYTHING. It is quite sad actually. But I just don't have any drive. I seriously envy those ppl who know exactly what they want to do and are driven to do it. Its like there is this one part of me that doesn't want to do anything and this other part of me that needs to do something, anything meaningful.
blergh.
really I am just procrastinating. I have to work on my capstone paper and I went on to LJ for the first time in months and decided, why not?
ok, well. I'm going to go work now.
congrats rock_my_town on an awesome senior reading. very swank. ;)
damn it, how the hell do it get it to do the thing with the user names? whatevs,
blergh.
really I am just procrastinating. I have to work on my capstone paper and I went on to LJ for the first time in months and decided, why not?
ok, well. I'm going to go work now.
congrats rock_my_town on an awesome senior reading. very swank. ;)
damn it, how the hell do it get it to do the thing with the user names? whatevs,