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So I think I shouldn't be so set on one thing, I should keep my mind open to more possibilities. So far depending on this to happen has just been one let down after another, which is not what I'm looking for. Don't get me wrong, I still want everything I described, it just seems so unlikely now. Even when I try not to think about it, I know that won't work so then I do think about it. You know how that works. So don't take this giving up, I'm just broadening my horizons because I know have to.