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wow what a dagger in the heart. my best friend just told me she can't deal with me anymore. i don't know what to do. i turn to her to talk about almost everything. i mean yea we hit rough spots but doesn't everyone? and yea this year has change. and for sure its changed me. i don't see anyone i used to. everyone acts different. i dunno what im gunna think about now or remember about the summer now or think about last year. she was my everything then. i really love her. just becuase we both have our opinions and she doesn't give up hers and we get in little fights where we hate each other doesn't mean that we don't stop loving each other or think its threw.
kristin- ur in litterly none of my classes but 1 which is chorus. u know i wouldn't trade u for the world. i don't kno what to say. ive started shaking again. u know i would never do anything to intentionally hurt u. we both get mad at eachother but it always ends up ok. u kno i wouldn't trade u for anything. we both say things that we don't mean. and right now i don't know what to day. i don't know if u mean this or not. if u really don't want to be my friend any more or what. people do weird things when theyre mad... i hope this is just one of those things where u got really mad and didn't know what u were saying. you know that kelly and me are nothing as close to being as close as we are. its just ever since i met chris its just been easy to talk to her becuase she knows him and theyve been friends for longer then me and him have. and she can tell me things. i tell u everything i tell her. i don't turn to her when i have problems unless i can't reach u. and i tell chris things but he doesn't always help. he changes the subject and u always stay right on subject. and u always understand what im say like no one else does. just becuase i don't see u as much doesn't mean that ur not as important as u were before. i love you so much kristin. just knowing that u don't want to be friends with me makes me wonder who am i with out u? i mean really? who do i turn to when i need someone? who knows pretty much just as much about me as i do? whos had my back ever since ive met them? even tho i don't always have yours doesn't mean that u don't have mine. realy krisitn what other answer to any of these questions then you? please... understand u mean so much to me and i dunno what to do right now but sit here and shake and cry ...
kristin- ur in litterly none of my classes but 1 which is chorus. u know i wouldn't trade u for the world. i don't kno what to say. ive started shaking again. u know i would never do anything to intentionally hurt u. we both get mad at eachother but it always ends up ok. u kno i wouldn't trade u for anything. we both say things that we don't mean. and right now i don't know what to day. i don't know if u mean this or not. if u really don't want to be my friend any more or what. people do weird things when theyre mad... i hope this is just one of those things where u got really mad and didn't know what u were saying. you know that kelly and me are nothing as close to being as close as we are. its just ever since i met chris its just been easy to talk to her becuase she knows him and theyve been friends for longer then me and him have. and she can tell me things. i tell u everything i tell her. i don't turn to her when i have problems unless i can't reach u. and i tell chris things but he doesn't always help. he changes the subject and u always stay right on subject. and u always understand what im say like no one else does. just becuase i don't see u as much doesn't mean that ur not as important as u were before. i love you so much kristin. just knowing that u don't want to be friends with me makes me wonder who am i with out u? i mean really? who do i turn to when i need someone? who knows pretty much just as much about me as i do? whos had my back ever since ive met them? even tho i don't always have yours doesn't mean that u don't have mine. realy krisitn what other answer to any of these questions then you? please... understand u mean so much to me and i dunno what to do right now but sit here and shake and cry ...