Its been like this forever....
Its nights like this that make me feel like I should just crawl up in a ball and die. Its really nothing I got a ticket so what big deal.... But i just got back on my feet from buying my glasses and now I have this and I need to see a dentist in which I have to pay for in full. I find myself at work Just wanted to pick up and leave... not at mirror image but the other jobs I just want to leave and never come back.
This gnawing pit in my stomach keeps coming back... am I cursed does a higher power hate me in some way is this all just a test to see how far I go before I crack?
I know life cant be all Bells and whistles but Can I have somthing other than a fucking Air horn of doom for once. I mean I want a week of things going Half way right.
Bah Im sure it will all go away in the morning and or when this cold goes away but, I dont know
I dont want to be this unhappy forever.
This gnawing pit in my stomach keeps coming back... am I cursed does a higher power hate me in some way is this all just a test to see how far I go before I crack?
I know life cant be all Bells and whistles but Can I have somthing other than a fucking Air horn of doom for once. I mean I want a week of things going Half way right.
Bah Im sure it will all go away in the morning and or when this cold goes away but, I dont know
I dont want to be this unhappy forever.