people suck
man wtf today sucked.. i duno what im doing anymore.. things are crazy.. i havent been sad just.. i duno kinda just out of it just goin to my classes and not paying attention but not thinkin anything or doing something.. i just sit there n stare at a wall or something.. things are crap.. fucking keilah damn her to hell .. im upset with her but.. it will pass i guess.. im not mad at her.. just in a shitty mood i guess and i flipped on her basically and for that im sry..was mad at kt to but its the same with her i just dont have any fucking patience .. i dont care for anything. i would think i would be happy but im not.. and britts being an asshole atleast in my mind anyways, saying why are u leaving school everyones gona miss u how can u leave ur friends like that? WTF? how does she have any right to say anything like that when she left all of us for good.. im still gona see everyone and i cant even see her at all anymore.. she knows she can come back if she truely wanted to.. but she doesnt wana she would rather be there with those ppl and god knows why... GRR i wish my head would just explode and id just die.. damn i wish it would happen.. but it never does i guess..
as katie would say it....
Written in blood,
Alicia Marie
as katie would say it....
Written in blood,
Alicia Marie