wahoo another date!! 6/2/04
fuck it.. its not worth it anymore.. everytime i tell them they pretend to listen maybe but dont even try after that..they seem to notice everyone but me.. i just sat there.. meaningless and i find myself alone again.. just like before but worse.. i cant find my place with them.. maybe its meant to be this way.. id ont give a shit anymore i cant help but feeling left out even whem im around them.. i just want it to be over now before i further become buried in this pain.. i want death now..
u ppl should know who u are..anyways.. this was a long time ago..
its kinda like noone notices me i could be jumpiong up and down screaming for help and they dont give it a second look, go on with their life because they dont really give a shit about how i feel.. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD ILL END IT RIGHT NOW AND NOONE WILL FUCKING CARE...
^ i wrote that later that day...
u ppl should know who u are..anyways.. this was a long time ago..
its kinda like noone notices me i could be jumpiong up and down screaming for help and they dont give it a second look, go on with their life because they dont really give a shit about how i feel.. I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD ILL END IT RIGHT NOW AND NOONE WILL FUCKING CARE...
^ i wrote that later that day...