...Thanks For Killing Me
so i guess today was okay. i mean i went to the mall with mandy and saw seth which i thought was pretty niffty. then when i got back, i went over to kriss's house and hung out for a min. literally.
well the show last night was fun, even though i didn't know anyone there, i enjoyed watching them. hung out with kevins folks the whole time, which was strange if i do say so myself.seth called me, he wants to hang out tomorrow. fun.
i worked out today...it seems like im working out more and more each day. i hope this crap pays off.
the one thing i really want for chistmas....is the one thing i can't have....:(
my grammy comes into town wedsday, and i get thursday off..oh yeah! i need to find an outfit to wear. something nice...its my dads change of command....gotta look good....maybe i can talk my mom into gettin me some heels!
so other then that shyt....nothing else has been happenin....i mean...school...is kinda doin better....i think...im gonna check tomorrow. and it seems like my dog is gettin sicker and sicker each day. we are gonna have to put him down soon. you know, i've had that dog my whole life, and all of this has happened way to quickly. it dosen't seem real. i try not to think about it, but sometimes it catchs me off guard.
i miss him sooo much(you guys know who im talking about) and it seemed like going to his show just made it worse. i don't know what im going to do. i guess nothing....as usual...