WARNING: Rant in progress.

Jan 04, 2004 21:46

Didnt I, didnt I, didnt I see you cryin?
Oh, didnt I, didnt I, didnt I see you cryin?
Feeling all alone without a friend you know you feel like dying
Oh, didnt I, didnt I, didnt I see you cryin?
I want you to want me ..
I need you to need me ..
I'd love you to love me ..
I'm beggin' you to beg me ..
I want you to want me ..
I want you to want me ..
I want you to want me ..
I want you to want me ..

Those lyrics discribe how i feel towards everything. its my perspective on life. i want to be accepted i want them to want me to be with them i want everything that i dont have. ill never be happy in what i have as its never enough. is anyone ever happy?
What is happyness? does anyone know. is anyone totally happy with life? wouldnt change anything. i doubt it.
Dictonary defenitions
Happy : feeling or showing pleasure or contentment. →willing to do something.
contentment: •adj. in a state of peaceful happiness or satisfaction.
Pleasure: a feeling of happy satisfaction and enjoyment. →enjoyment and entertainment, as opposed to necessity. →an event or activity from which one derives enjoyment. →[as modifier] intended for entertainment rather than business: pleasure boats. →sensual ...
satisfaction: the state of being satisfied.
satisfied: meet the expectations, needs, or desires of. →fulfil (a desire or need)
desire: a strong feeling of wanting to have something or wishing for something to happen. →strong sexual feeling or appetite.
Endure: suffer (something painful and prolonged) patiently. →tolerate
Ok so i come to the conclusion that, Happyness is feeling of/showing satifaction, pleasure and enjoyment, but to be satisfied is to desire meaning everyone desires to be happy meaning everyone has a strong feeling of wanting to be happy/wishing they were happy meaning if you desire it so much when and if it comes you will never notice its arrival as your too busy searching, looking at it as if you dont have it so you focas all your energy on getting it not looking to see if you really do have it meaning no-one has reached true happyness they just desire it so much they overlook the fact they may have it. Therefore its hard and you must try to endure the fact that you may never find happyness if you too busy searching for it.
it makes sense to me.

Didnt I, didnt I, didnt I see you cryin?
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