Dear Diary
Today I sewed a t-shirt dress with a rag bottom as the skirt. It took me two tries to get the skirt bottom right, but I am happy how it turned out.
Went to get dirt for the backyard with Mother, Brandon and Ashley. We stopped by the grocery store on the way home and ran into Aunt Shirley, and Uncle Jim.
Then Mother was going to buy us fountain drinks for helping her with the dirt, only she went in to the Circle K, because Ashley was acting up a bit and I stayed with Ashley. The fountain drinks were still 69-cents any size and she brought Brandon back a large drink and me a small tea- well, it was supposed to be tea, she had put something else in it then realized it wasn't tea, and put the tea on top of it. It was nasty and undrinkable. At first I told her to get me nothing, and I would have rather her have gotten me nothing then to get me a small nasty tasting mystery drink. That she couldn't be bothered to pour out the crap she accidentally put into my drink, just made me feel a bit like an after thought. She ended up drinking it. As well as her own drink, maybe that was her intention all along? I look at this and think, 'should I be grateful to have gotten a drink?' I feel guilty for being more upset then grateful.
Anyways after that Brandon got McDonald's (he bought his own) and Mother cooked the salmon patties and sweet potatoes that I had bought at the grocery store.
Then my computer crashes and goes blue! I rebooted safely, right now I am up late running all kinds of scans and tasks to see what happened.
Later we watched Big Brother, it was storming outside (again) so Brandon watched it with us, although he had to criticize everything. Then after that he started to watch some show and this lady had ptsd and I mentions seeing a lot of that being mentioned and used in the media lately, then Brandon tried to argue with me and tell me I hadn't seen a lot about ptsd in the media lately, because he hadn't. As if everything he sees and say makes him Mr. Almighty. I told him I didn't feel like arguing with him, because I get tired of him always trying to argue everything, then I walked away.
I wonder if Brandon will decide not to speak to me tomorrow because I walked away from the stupid one sided argument of his? I wonder if I care.
Went to get dirt for the backyard with Mother, Brandon and Ashley. We stopped by the grocery store on the way home and ran into Aunt Shirley, and Uncle Jim.
Then Mother was going to buy us fountain drinks for helping her with the dirt, only she went in to the Circle K, because Ashley was acting up a bit and I stayed with Ashley. The fountain drinks were still 69-cents any size and she brought Brandon back a large drink and me a small tea- well, it was supposed to be tea, she had put something else in it then realized it wasn't tea, and put the tea on top of it. It was nasty and undrinkable. At first I told her to get me nothing, and I would have rather her have gotten me nothing then to get me a small nasty tasting mystery drink. That she couldn't be bothered to pour out the crap she accidentally put into my drink, just made me feel a bit like an after thought. She ended up drinking it. As well as her own drink, maybe that was her intention all along? I look at this and think, 'should I be grateful to have gotten a drink?' I feel guilty for being more upset then grateful.
Anyways after that Brandon got McDonald's (he bought his own) and Mother cooked the salmon patties and sweet potatoes that I had bought at the grocery store.
Then my computer crashes and goes blue! I rebooted safely, right now I am up late running all kinds of scans and tasks to see what happened.
Later we watched Big Brother, it was storming outside (again) so Brandon watched it with us, although he had to criticize everything. Then after that he started to watch some show and this lady had ptsd and I mentions seeing a lot of that being mentioned and used in the media lately, then Brandon tried to argue with me and tell me I hadn't seen a lot about ptsd in the media lately, because he hadn't. As if everything he sees and say makes him Mr. Almighty. I told him I didn't feel like arguing with him, because I get tired of him always trying to argue everything, then I walked away.
I wonder if Brandon will decide not to speak to me tomorrow because I walked away from the stupid one sided argument of his? I wonder if I care.