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> i am updating b/c i am that bored
> walked to work in the rain, which feels pretty damn good
> got there and found out i had been called off, but didn't get the message
> walked back home in the rain, but that didn't feel so good =/
> i feel like my life has no direction right now, and i don't know what to do about it
> i wanna walk somewhere and not know where i'm going, and i don't wanna come back
> insomnia is my best friend, and commitment is my enemy
> i have completely wasted the summer
> i really don't wanna go back to school...ever
> nothing phases me, nothing, and to be honest, it scares me
> i don't know how to talk to people anymore
> i can't read jane eyre anymore, i am that fed up with it
> i used to love reading
> i used to love a lot of things
> i have destroyed friendships, and i don't know how or why
> maria is back and sara is coming back
> maria is leaving for new york and philly...again
> cardio is very therapeutic...i am addicted to the burn
> i wanna be something and do things, but i don't know how, as ridiculous as that sounds
> i really feel like im going crazy...i really can't remember things
> the other day i got dizzy and fell off a stool into a wall..and put an ugly bruise on my leg
> a couple nights ago i walked into the bathroom cabinet and took it off the hinges
> yesterday i rolled over on my glasses while sleeping and popped out a screw that holds in a lens
> i cry long and hard for no reason
> my mood swings constantly back and forth and i can't take it...my ups are so high and my downs are so low
> i hang out in my head and don't hear people or see things
> i am scaring many people by now =/ but thanks for reading, this is strange solace <33
i truly love those who care about me..
..i could cry right now =/
i am the color me happy girl
the chipper, cheerful free for all
> walked to work in the rain, which feels pretty damn good
> got there and found out i had been called off, but didn't get the message
> walked back home in the rain, but that didn't feel so good =/
> i feel like my life has no direction right now, and i don't know what to do about it
> i wanna walk somewhere and not know where i'm going, and i don't wanna come back
> insomnia is my best friend, and commitment is my enemy
> i have completely wasted the summer
> i really don't wanna go back to school...ever
> nothing phases me, nothing, and to be honest, it scares me
> i don't know how to talk to people anymore
> i can't read jane eyre anymore, i am that fed up with it
> i used to love reading
> i used to love a lot of things
> i have destroyed friendships, and i don't know how or why
> maria is back and sara is coming back
> maria is leaving for new york and philly...again
> cardio is very therapeutic...i am addicted to the burn
> i wanna be something and do things, but i don't know how, as ridiculous as that sounds
> i really feel like im going crazy...i really can't remember things
> the other day i got dizzy and fell off a stool into a wall..and put an ugly bruise on my leg
> a couple nights ago i walked into the bathroom cabinet and took it off the hinges
> yesterday i rolled over on my glasses while sleeping and popped out a screw that holds in a lens
> i cry long and hard for no reason
> my mood swings constantly back and forth and i can't take it...my ups are so high and my downs are so low
> i hang out in my head and don't hear people or see things
> i am scaring many people by now =/ but thanks for reading, this is strange solace <33
i truly love those who care about me..
..i could cry right now =/
i am the color me happy girl
the chipper, cheerful free for all