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[darkesolstice]

My heart races with every touch
the softness of your voice soothes my soul
a whisper softly in my ear
your eyes coy and sly
Passion dilating your pupils
cascading every breath
and embrace the moments
the gentle touch of voices
within the bond of love
caressing believing
the ember star of passion
slumber of the mornings kisses
a brush of the hand
a kiss of lips
suddenly the world stops
the moments riddled
daydreaming fantasy passion desire love
as I lay there hoping the moment will never end
calling for you
praying that youll never let me go
my heart empty
my soul torn apart
lying there wondering where I went wrong
calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
the lust and fantasy
leaving me empty
confused on how to think or feel
the loneliness I feel
so wretched and compelled
betrayal to myself
how can you have meant so much to me
and I have meant nothing to you
I was so blind
there was much I didnt see
I was lost and didnt know what to say
whenever you held me close
desire deep inside me
I just wish I would never had come to realize
the whole time I thought u cared
I had been believing a lie