Saltwater
I'm definitely hanging out for school to start, I have way too much free time on my hands. Maybe I might get some decent sleep because since I've been back home my sleep pattern has been not so good.
The bottom line is. I miss Jay. Today just felt more empty and uninspiring than usual. No particular reason or a situation that triggers it. There are just some days I will be okay and then other days I feel horrible and lonely.
We're both in limbo waiting to hear back from job interviews, from immigration people regarding visas, from doctor and dental appointments you name it. To be left hanging is definitely not either of our fortes - we're people of action.
I've even been trying to make the effort to arrange to catch up with friends, mostly those I don't see very often namely because if things happen to go to plan with me working and living in the US I doubt I will be seeing them in less than five years. Constantly being blown off and cancelled at the last minute, the majority of my time since I've been home has been just that - at home. :(
For now I guess phone calls, sending packages and pictures are keeping us going.
God I wish these 9 months will pass :( ..I don't think I could bear it..
Sorry if this post sounded whingey.. Im just sad today.
The bottom line is. I miss Jay. Today just felt more empty and uninspiring than usual. No particular reason or a situation that triggers it. There are just some days I will be okay and then other days I feel horrible and lonely.
We're both in limbo waiting to hear back from job interviews, from immigration people regarding visas, from doctor and dental appointments you name it. To be left hanging is definitely not either of our fortes - we're people of action.
I've even been trying to make the effort to arrange to catch up with friends, mostly those I don't see very often namely because if things happen to go to plan with me working and living in the US I doubt I will be seeing them in less than five years. Constantly being blown off and cancelled at the last minute, the majority of my time since I've been home has been just that - at home. :(
For now I guess phone calls, sending packages and pictures are keeping us going.
God I wish these 9 months will pass :( ..I don't think I could bear it..
Sorry if this post sounded whingey.. Im just sad today.