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Alright, for everyone that was scared about my last entry. I meant "boom" as in a way that everything in my life seemed to explode last night.
Me and Dana broke up. In the end at this time it's the best for both of us, we both agree. I still do, and always will feel the same way I do about her. We both said that maybe down the road when things are better for the both of us in our life that we may give it another shot, but who knows. The way I see it, and she agreed, it seems as though we're both just going on a really long, extended break in our relationship without having to worry about getting mad eachother if we end up dating other people and such. She's such an amazing person and she's always going to hold a special place with me, and I will always love her and she knows that. We both said we're gonna stay really good friends, and I believe it, it wasn't just one of those hollow promises most people make when they break up. I've been worrying so much lately with everything I've done and not wanting to fuck up anything more with her, and I was so worried about how her friends don't really like me at all now, and I don't have to worry about all of that as much as I used to, and it may help me try and put things back together.
It doesn't help that I'm out of school with a harsh case of the stomach flu, I hope I'll be good for tomorrow. I'm also thinking about changing my email, and maybe making a new one of these? We'll see.
Me and Dana broke up. In the end at this time it's the best for both of us, we both agree. I still do, and always will feel the same way I do about her. We both said that maybe down the road when things are better for the both of us in our life that we may give it another shot, but who knows. The way I see it, and she agreed, it seems as though we're both just going on a really long, extended break in our relationship without having to worry about getting mad eachother if we end up dating other people and such. She's such an amazing person and she's always going to hold a special place with me, and I will always love her and she knows that. We both said we're gonna stay really good friends, and I believe it, it wasn't just one of those hollow promises most people make when they break up. I've been worrying so much lately with everything I've done and not wanting to fuck up anything more with her, and I was so worried about how her friends don't really like me at all now, and I don't have to worry about all of that as much as I used to, and it may help me try and put things back together.
It doesn't help that I'm out of school with a harsh case of the stomach flu, I hope I'll be good for tomorrow. I'm also thinking about changing my email, and maybe making a new one of these? We'll see.