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im 21 years old, almost 22 and i think i can do anything. really, normally, i do. and i feel like this week i have no courage. no strength. no drive. every day, i wake up, go to work, and then either go get sloppy with my drinking partner Gina, or go home to sleep. and thats what i do. every single day. on my day off, i usually sleep the day away and usually do my laundry. i love my job, and i love being at work. i love being busy. but i feel like by the time i get home, i cant even stay awake. is this how life is supposed to be? is there really someone out there that is supposed to make my boring life exciting? or is there something else that i can do make myself enjoy what is going on around me? i really think i am a happy person. and if you asked any of my friends, im sure they would say the same thing. so is it really possibly for a happy person to be this sad?
i need something new.
i need something new.