Jan 19, 2007 12:46
i find that it is with trepidation that i say to you i am going to Aber... it scares me, we have not been there since august when the dolphins waved us goodbye and we left, sad and yet hopeful... so much has changed, in me, in me and em, and in life in general, before i was going alone across the world, hoping that em would still be there when i got back, now its our adventure, together, just the two of us, and we are more in love each day...
I wasn't writing, now i am, getting better with each poem i think... maybe... and looking forward to applying for a MA when i get back, even if its not to start this year...
I have learnt so much since i left, and as a good friend once told me, sometimes you have to go back, but don't do it too early, else you'll never leave!
I shall report on our weekend when i get back, at least there is em, and Sarah to enjoy the weekend with, we may miss it even more, leaving again, or we may be glad to get out, im not sure yet... i loved that place with all my heart, it was where i found myself, truely me, and yet im still coping away... so who knows!