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The office has suddenly just gone really warm, but that always seems to happen when i sent a text message, something to do with not being meant to do it whilst at work, but then im not meant to be on here either, but there is none or very little work to be done, only the account managers really, coz we are clearing it all down, everything stops tomorrow, which is good, and M+S seems to be pretty much done, no more clearing accounts do to, but it means that I'm back to making all my work last as long as possible. The christmas works do is on friday afternoon,
4 hours on friday to work, before the weekend, even though to dinner will be a forced affair of horridness, and I will just be waiting and waiting for 5.30 to arrive, it is out of the office, and for small mercies i must be grateful. Only seeing em for friday night through to sunday evening this weekend, no sunday snuggles, but it is better than nothing, and as off a week on friday, I no longer work for Wanzl, with a week and half off working, some of it spent with Em, some of it not... and i fear that its all going to be better with em, and christmas dinner without her might be sad!
This weekend just gone was perfect,
I got off the train in leicester, to be met by Em, with hot cottage pie in a tub, we drove to the cinema where we sat and giggled and cried our way through Happy Feet, man i love that film! Penguins ROCK! and it was just so cute and nice, made even better by being curled up with Em, she was in a really cuddly kissy mood which made it all yummy. Curling up in bed after that was niiiiceee, I even told her how i was a bit scared about our anniversary, and ever hurting her, and she said she'd been feeling the same way, scared that id get bored with her, or not find her as exciting, when she totally is, we were both just panicing a little about the fact that it was our anniversary, even though we are still totallty and madly in love.
Saturday was ace too, we got up and pottered into town to get some bread, and sort my bank out, then back to munch on nice food, and watch the innocence project, before dying our hair (mine has a few more highlights in, and Em's is a deeper red)... that and getting ready to go out.
All dolled up in our nice clothes, hair done, wine drank, and perfume on we got the bus into leicester to go to dinner. Found this really nice place called Zizzi's and had a bottle of wine and some pasta, jsut talking, and smiling alot, she looked so beautiful, and perfect in every way, despite it being so bloody cold we walked to "rainbow and Dove" a gay pub in the centre, where we had a few drinks, got oggled by a few dykes and caught the last bus home to curl up together a little drunk in bed...
Monday was our anniversary, my first ever 1 year, and it was with the most perfect girl in the world, she loved her present (id made her this photo collage book thing) and her card, and we just cuddled and said i love you alot, we seem to be even stronger after our chat, sharing everything works so well, and somepeople don't understand the intimacy of us, but to us its the perfect/only way to be... jsut being ourselves...
She wouldn't tell me where she was taking me for the day, (we'd both got the day off work to be together), but she took me to Twycross Zoo about an hours drive away, to see the penguins! it was so cool, she paid, and we just walked around looking at all the primates, the penguins twice, and all the other animals, stopping for a picnic lunch and just being together, the zoo was quiet so it was realy nice... bought em a little cuddly penguin so remind her of the day... we even made it into foss park shopping centre for a cuppa on the way home, and made it in time to catch neighbours before scouts. I became an honorary scout leader for the night, helping em run the session, and filming thier adventures "im a scout get me out of here" spoof, cooking things on the fires and what not, it was really good, topped of even more perfectly with an indian take away and a cuddle..!
4 hours on friday to work, before the weekend, even though to dinner will be a forced affair of horridness, and I will just be waiting and waiting for 5.30 to arrive, it is out of the office, and for small mercies i must be grateful. Only seeing em for friday night through to sunday evening this weekend, no sunday snuggles, but it is better than nothing, and as off a week on friday, I no longer work for Wanzl, with a week and half off working, some of it spent with Em, some of it not... and i fear that its all going to be better with em, and christmas dinner without her might be sad!
This weekend just gone was perfect,
I got off the train in leicester, to be met by Em, with hot cottage pie in a tub, we drove to the cinema where we sat and giggled and cried our way through Happy Feet, man i love that film! Penguins ROCK! and it was just so cute and nice, made even better by being curled up with Em, she was in a really cuddly kissy mood which made it all yummy. Curling up in bed after that was niiiiceee, I even told her how i was a bit scared about our anniversary, and ever hurting her, and she said she'd been feeling the same way, scared that id get bored with her, or not find her as exciting, when she totally is, we were both just panicing a little about the fact that it was our anniversary, even though we are still totallty and madly in love.
Saturday was ace too, we got up and pottered into town to get some bread, and sort my bank out, then back to munch on nice food, and watch the innocence project, before dying our hair (mine has a few more highlights in, and Em's is a deeper red)... that and getting ready to go out.
All dolled up in our nice clothes, hair done, wine drank, and perfume on we got the bus into leicester to go to dinner. Found this really nice place called Zizzi's and had a bottle of wine and some pasta, jsut talking, and smiling alot, she looked so beautiful, and perfect in every way, despite it being so bloody cold we walked to "rainbow and Dove" a gay pub in the centre, where we had a few drinks, got oggled by a few dykes and caught the last bus home to curl up together a little drunk in bed...
Monday was our anniversary, my first ever 1 year, and it was with the most perfect girl in the world, she loved her present (id made her this photo collage book thing) and her card, and we just cuddled and said i love you alot, we seem to be even stronger after our chat, sharing everything works so well, and somepeople don't understand the intimacy of us, but to us its the perfect/only way to be... jsut being ourselves...
She wouldn't tell me where she was taking me for the day, (we'd both got the day off work to be together), but she took me to Twycross Zoo about an hours drive away, to see the penguins! it was so cool, she paid, and we just walked around looking at all the primates, the penguins twice, and all the other animals, stopping for a picnic lunch and just being together, the zoo was quiet so it was realy nice... bought em a little cuddly penguin so remind her of the day... we even made it into foss park shopping centre for a cuppa on the way home, and made it in time to catch neighbours before scouts. I became an honorary scout leader for the night, helping em run the session, and filming thier adventures "im a scout get me out of here" spoof, cooking things on the fires and what not, it was really good, topped of even more perfectly with an indian take away and a cuddle..!