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im going to kill myself soon. the funny thing is, no one cares. my friends are getting more pissed at me by the day. im gettting bitchier every day. i constantly say stuff to people, especially patrick, that makes him feel like shit and then after makes me feel the same. i wish i could stop, but i cant. if i cant be nice, how can neone ever learn to be nice to me? hell, my own family doesnt love me. my mother came home and stated that everything i do i just destroy the house, make her miserable by being a brat. theres no point if i cant stop it, and i cant. so...any suggestions on how to die?