Sep 13, 2004 20:56
You know, What's scary to me is how any drug or drug(s) (this includes smoking, drinking, etc.) will inhibit the growth of a "normal" baby, and that is something that a baby can't choose... to me it should be the parents responsibility to make sure their child is as healthy as they can be, otherwise, what right would they have in giving birth to their children? Just for the sack of limiting that child's potential? to me.. it just isn't right...
Anyways, today was a good day, I talked with some people... and more so observed a few groups of people I considered "crazy" and where I fit in well, I'm very inactive in terms of consideration towards the interaction of the group... (sorry if that is hard to follow).
I miss Mona... and of course.. nothing will deter me from doing my best for her, and showing her that she has a virtually unlimited potential!
I don't have all the answers.. but I know that it is indeed my life.. and I'd like to live it to my own expectations as well as others, my own limits, and go ahead and do things that are important for me and this world, and for others around me.. the ones that I can touch... and show that they are much more meaningful then they know, or feel...
I'm not religious, but I am spiritual, I have my own beliefs, and they work very well for me... a belief that my principles can grow and change for the better, that my values can expand and change for a changing world, Am I really important to this world? well.. whether i'd like to believe it or not, I am.. in some small way maybe, but still.. I have potential to change the world... should I choose to use it? that's up to me...
We are always in the present.. Always... so why not make the most of it? we all have a mortality... right now we don't realize everything that we can do.. but when we're old.. we realize it's too late... and that is indeed a sad thing...
So what.. we're human... but with that we're both perfect and imperfect... "the eye of the beholder" It's true... there is absolute truth within the bounds that we give truth... and that's not the same for everyone... we all live in both a fantasy and a reality... it's our choice to move between them.
Alright everyone.. take care... and I really hope you had a great day!
Te amo Mucho Mona!! I'll Always love you!!
You're the best!! Te Quiero Mucho!!
I hope you're alright..
Take care my love!!
Sweetest dreams!!
Have the Best day!!!
Te amo!!!