Blame it on me (1/?)
Title: Blame it on me (1/?)
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Rachel/Quinn
Warning/AN: ok this fic would be pretty angst, so blood, pain, and tears are going to be very frequent. But not all is lost there be some fluff to balance things out.
Summer: Rachel gets gay bashed after school one day.
"Where dating..."
Rachel remembers when those words left her mouth, and the way her cheat tightened and for a brief moment. She felt her heart stop as she glances around the room she was in. The slack jaws on all her fellow glee members, all in shock of the sudden reveal.
She still held her breath when most slacked jaws closed again, and silence still continued. Even Puck who would be the first to say some sleazy remark his jaw closed and tensed as he stared at her hand that clenched to another.
The gaze she felt from him grew more as the other members came up and unsure hugged and gave they're congrats her, it was an awkward moment for them all but she knew they mean well, the glee club was the closest thing to a family besides just her and her fathers.
Rachel looked over at Puck once again and saw his eyes narrow at her as if to burn a hole right through her, her throat went dry as she felt the anger coming from him in waves. Part of her couldn't understand why he was being like that, he didn't seem to hate her that much even when he threw different flavored slushes in her face. She even come to thought they had become something as friends later on.
Though the other part of her could think of a reason why for his reaction, that the hand she was holding tightly, the hand that belonged to someone that she never thought could have her feel more alive then singing along to Barbra in her room, blasting the music to feel as if she was there with her. The hand that touched her heart in many ways she never thought possible.
She looked from Puck to the most beautiful thing next to her, smooth creamy skin, kissable lips, strong hazel eyes ,beautiful golden hair.
Quinn Fabary
The cheerio head cheerleader, who sneered at her every time Rachels thoughts even turned to Finn, who too had made appointments to throw a slushe in Berry's face and clothing. The girl who insulted her any chance she got, who made her life a living hell for years.
Yet she was still the girl who held her so gently when Rachel was sad. Who whispered sweet words in her ears, the same girl who looked at her with so much love Rachel felt she could burst with happiness. Whos lips sent shivers down her spine when they kissed, with a voice that could singing her to sleep in the middle of a thunder storm.
Her eyes met hazel and she could feel all those feelings come up all over again, a nervous smile was on her face as she looks at Quinns shock/ happy one, the hazel orbs almost brimming with tears. Rachel had the familiar feeling of kissing the wonderful woman infront of her, she then smiled when she realized she could and placed a gentle kiss on the soft lips before her.
yeah she was undeniably head over heels in love with Quinn Fabary
Her blissful time was too quickly short lived though, that coming out to the glee members her and Quinn where dating wasnt such a good idea, all thanks to Noah Puckermen.
Rachel and Quinn knew Puck didn't take it so well, but that didn't think he would be pissed enough to tell the whole school bout their relationship, which they wheren't ready to do just yet. Cause inside glee they were friends, family and everyone outside of that were complete strangers.
Quinn wanted to have a talk with Puck after she rips his head off and feeds his body to the fishes, but Rachel seemed to convince her that maybe this wasnt such a bad thing cause they had to come out to the whole school eventuly.
But lately Rachel has been thinking maybe they shoudn't have told.
At first she would just hear whispers when she walked down the halls with or without hanging off Quinns arm. She mostly ignored them and went on with her school day. Then things went up a level, the hushed conversations turned to clear sly comments when she walked by and she knew she wasn't the only one effected.
She would hear some of the awful remarks made toward her girlfriend but Quinn would put a stop to those assholes that insulted her and Rachel with death glares or sharp words.
Bit by bit Rachel could feel the bond between the glee members grow ,and feel the bond with Puck slip further and further away till Puck left the club all together. It was a shock to everyone but Rachel knew it had to be cause of her and Quinn together.
At lunch Rachel would catch a glimpse of Puck sitting over at the hockey team table since he joined not to long after leaving glee. She felt sad losing Puckermen as a friend but if he was going to be an asshole bout the whole thing of her relationship then it was good thing.
But since Puck did join the team the verbal attacks and insults became a ,frequent thing from them mainly lead by the Puckermen himself. She begain to notice that most of the attacks from the team happened when Quinn wasnt around. She didnt want to tell Quinn about them cause the cheerleader would walk her to every class, not that she would mind at the least, but she didnt want to feel that the blonde had to watch her and protect her 24/7.
But right now at this very second she kind of wished she did.
Rachel could feel her heart quicken as she saw more and more tall menacing figures surround her in the school parking lot after school, earlier she was watching Quinn at her cheer practice. She remembered the blonde told her she didnt have to but it was cute of her to wait for her after practice. She went to leave the schools football field to go to one of the gyms bathroom. Though as she was making her way back Rachel saw in the corner of her eye and saw one of the hockey players just standing there watching her.
She felt very uncomfortable and made her way back a little faster to the football field, she picked up the pace when she saw more and more start to show themselves. Rachel begain to really panic when she got outside to the parking lot to see four more players block her way to the field behind them.
Rachel turned around to head the other direction to only collide to another player who shoved her hard back that she stumbled and almost fell down. When she caught her footing she looked around her and tried to swallow down the lagre lump in her throat as she found out-
She had no exit
Trying hard to quickly compose herself she stood up straight and head held high as she addressed the boys before her.
"May I ask as to why the schools hockey athletic program is outside wondering the school grounds after hours since there isnt a scheduled practice until later in the week?" she heard a circle sound of laughter around her as no one answered her.
One of the players walked a few steps to her, it took a lot for Rachel not to take a step away and stand her ground. The boy she recognised as the captainof the team, his dark smirk making her cringe.
"Well for your inforationg we where just minding out own business dyke."
"There is no need for name calling first of all. Also tthat be may be well ture that it is not my place to pry, but since you and your team did not book the gym for the day you are not allowed back on the grounds after hours which is clearly printed in the schools rule and dress code pamphlet. And unlike you I am allowed here since I did book the choir room to work on a new solo for glee tomorrow, also so if you do not leave I would have to notify the school authorities." just another round of laugher reached her ears the sound causing her to cringe more.
"Oh no, well since you said that we cant let you Berry."
"And why is that?"
"Cause that would ruin our fun for the day Berry, you see we have to wait a few days to practice and that the boys here have been begging me to let them burn off some steam." Rachel didnt want to know what they did plan on letting of that steam with. Her resolve did falter a bit as the captain came closer and she did take that step back, but in doing so his smirk grew wider.
"Your care to help us out with that Berry?" She didnt answer as he kept coming closer and her walking back till horribly her back hit a wall, and that the room betwen the boys and her became smaller and smaller. She tried to scream as a large hand was wrapped around her neck causing her eyes to cloud with tears. She shut her eyes tightly as she felt rough lips upon hers, the tears that wanted to fall did, but not wanting to give the captain anymore satisfaction she spat in his face when he pulled away.
She almost could of have seen the slap coming to her face many times, both her cheeks burning and throbbing that she could bet they were mad with red. Rachel let out a small yet painful yell when she felt her hair being pulled and being thrown forward ,her forehead making contact with the concrete below. Her shoulder was roughly kicked so she was on her back she looked up to see the captain kneel by her side, right before his large hand grab her face and pull it close to his. She could smell a faint hint of alcohol on his breath as he spoke to her in a low frighting tone.
"You think your so high and fucking mighty huh Berry? You're just some loser dyke who needs to be put in her place."
She cringed some more as she felt something cold and metal run down her bruised cheek down her neck to her blouse. She began to thrash when the knife cut open the blouse open reveling her red lace bra underneath.
"Oh look at this guys this bitch is wearing lace, I bet shes wearing for her dyke girlfriend-OW FUCKING BITCH!"
The team captain yelled in pain as Rachel was able to sink her teeth in his palm as hard as she could earning her a very hard smack across her face that this time she was able to taste copper as blood dripped from her mouth to add with the blood from her head wound form earlier.
Rachel screamed in silent agony when she felt kicks, punches was upon her weak body , barely able to hear the grunts and curses as the whole team beat her into the hard ground, she was sure bones were broken but she couldn't tell since everywhere on her body was in immense pain. The last thing she remembers is a on coming sole of a bottom of a shoe collide with her face turning her world to darkness.
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Quinn dabbed her forehead off with her towel before sweat could fall in her eyes, she looked up to the bleachers and her frown her brows as her girlfriend wasnt there waving at her like a happy idiot when she looked over to her.
She rubber the back of her neck of sweat before placing it back in her bag zipping it closed.
"Hey S did you see were Rachel go?" she asked the latina who was closely followed by her blonde girlfriend.
"Like hell I would Q, there is no reason why I would be even looking in manhands direction- OW what the fuck was that for?" Santana growls as she rubbed her arm where Quinn punshed it.
"Well in case you forgot bitch thats my girlfriend your talking about, so watch your mouth." before the latina could answer the blonde next to her beat her to it.
"Well Q, San does watch it, cause when we have sex she places her mouth in the right spot on my-"
"WOAH B can you quiet with that shit please, Q dont want to hear that, and I dont want her to either."
"Oh.....ok S." Quinn and Santana could see the look on Brittany's face when Santana yelled at her.
"I'm sorry B I didnt mean to yell at you like that, dont be upset........tell you what how about we go get some icecream?" Quinn wanted to laugh on how sweet to Brittany Santana would be when she was a bitch to everyone else, so much for her being a badass. She wanted to laugh some more when Brittanys face lit up from 0-60 in less then a second.
"Oh really I want strawberry flavor with whipcream!" Brittany clapped while jumping up and down in happiness.
"When did you like whipcream B?" Quinn asked as they made over to the bleachers picking up Rachel's belongs, Quinn figured she'll take them to the car since they share the same ride to school now.
"Well last weekend me and S played icecream sunday." looking confused asked further.
"Ice cream sunday? I never heard of that gam- oh Oh EW EW EW ok, I so didnt need to knew that Britt." Quinn tried to rubb her eyes from the picture she just had in her mind of Santana and Brittany with a can of whipcream. Santana just rubbed her face as she tried not to say anything else harsh to her Britt, she loved the gorgeous girl but by god she didnt have a fitter.
They made they're way to the parking lot Quinn let her eyes wonder as she looked around for her girlfriend, when something caught her eye as she saw a large object till she realized the object was a person who looked hurt.
"Oh my god one of you call 911 now!" Quinn saw Santana flip out her phone as they ran to the person, who Quinn came to see was a girl causing her heart wo fill up with fear as the clothes on the girl looked alot like the the clothes Rachel was wearing.
Oh god oh god please dont let it be her please god!
As she got to the girl Quinn had tears streaming down her face choking back sobs as she knelt by the fallen girl. Her shaking hands reaching out to hold the lifeless body before her. Quinns sobs grew loud when she looked Rachel over she was covered in dirt, cut, and bruises. Laying in a pool Quin could tell was her own blood.
OH god Rachel no no no no NO
Quinn's sobs still grew when she saw that Rachels shiny red blouse was dull with dirt and cut open. She squeezed her eyes tight begging god hoping that what happened to her Rachel didnt happen. Her fingers already slick with blood gingerly placed her hand on Rachels chest happy that she felt it beat against her hand.
"Rachel Rachel baby? Its me please wake up, babe come on open your eyes,....goddamnit Rachel open your eyes!" Quinn rocked back and forward while gently tapping Rachels burised cheeks, and when that didnt work she gently shook the girl. Quinn was so focused on Rachel she didnt even see her cheering teammates around her gasping and crying.
She didnt even hear the shrill sounds of the ambulance reaching them,all she did was continue to rock gently the girl in her arms praying to god again over and over for her to wake up. She nearly turned around and hit someone when they touched her shoulder ans shake her out of her disspair.
Quinn looked up to see Santanna and Brittany crying themselves pull her away from Rachel lifeless body as the paramedics quickly checked Rachel out and place her on a gerny with an oxygen mask before loading her in the ambulance.
She pulled herself from her friends grasp and jumped in the ambulance giving a paramedic her deadliest glare if he dared to tell her to get off. He nodded at her as he closed the door and went to the driver seat.
She felt the vehicle start as it made its way to the hospital she wasnt sobbing anymore her voice was horse already from that so tear rained down her face in silence as she held Rachels still hand only hearing the beeping sounds of her girlfriends vials. Looking at Rachels form once again then and there she swore to herself.
Dont worry Rachel who ever did this to you will pay I swear to you they will, I'll make sure they do.