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Broken Inside Written By: Karen M DeWalls
You wouldn't know that I am lost
Wouldn't know I cry myself to sleep everynight
That I'm begging for someone to take this pain
For a day or even a moment
The sting of the days events have taken their toll
I felt the lingering of silence as sleep came to overtake me
I'm still seeing these dreams
Still seeing her in every distant thought
In that field, the one behind my house
I swear I see her
Running and laughing
But I know, there is no one there
I know I'm out there sitting in that field crying
I gaze up at the sky
Wandering what she is doing that very second
Could she be looking too?
They wouldn't know how broken I feel
I can show this smile
I can laugh all along
But inside, I feel like I've been swept away
Laying there in the darkness
Weeping for a past I only hoped to have had
I never dreamed of this
Couldn't even picture these thoughts
But now I know
How broken I feel inside
You wouldn't know that I am lost
Wouldn't know I cry myself to sleep everynight
That I'm begging for someone to take this pain
For a day or even a moment
The sting of the days events have taken their toll
I felt the lingering of silence as sleep came to overtake me
I'm still seeing these dreams
Still seeing her in every distant thought
In that field, the one behind my house
I swear I see her
Running and laughing
But I know, there is no one there
I know I'm out there sitting in that field crying
I gaze up at the sky
Wandering what she is doing that very second
Could she be looking too?
They wouldn't know how broken I feel
I can show this smile
I can laugh all along
But inside, I feel like I've been swept away
Laying there in the darkness
Weeping for a past I only hoped to have had
I never dreamed of this
Couldn't even picture these thoughts
But now I know
How broken I feel inside