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Well, I am feeling the worst of my sun burnt. More than likely I will blister. Meh. Oh well. I had fun I will be able to deal with this.
Called down to Florida and got to talk to my daughter Kassidy. :) Gosh how I miss her so much. But, I'm dealing with the emotional hurt as much as I can. Still crying when it becomes to much for me and yeah.
My three day vaction was much deserved. Did alot of thinking and got alot of things straightened up stairs. I'm jes afraid that when my family all goes on the 17th and I am left here by myself I'm gonna loose it again. Another thing I realized is how much I depend on them to help me. I don't know if they have realized it, but I did. *shrugs*
Sometimes in the midst the shadows seize
Drawing in the last breath heaven takes from me
Floating by as these days do pass
Wandering alone in this darkness
Memories surface from long ago
Apart and taken this place can be
Silence fills my head
Yet another sun rise awaits
Can't hold the moment long enough
But the feelings have never faded
Looking back I see
Something lost, yet meant to be
Theses memories I take
What good there was, what evil consipired the chaos
Holding it as one and finding the smallest of peace
Craving for this love, these dreams I still have
Yet here in the shadows these memories remain
What could have been changed, what regrets to spare
Just another waisting moment of time spent away
Look back and see
No matter good, nor evil
Could ever change the way we are
Yet I see people falling from grace
Scared to step into this light
Silence fills my head, these memories I hold
I think today I shall smile, for I know who I am
Called down to Florida and got to talk to my daughter Kassidy. :) Gosh how I miss her so much. But, I'm dealing with the emotional hurt as much as I can. Still crying when it becomes to much for me and yeah.
My three day vaction was much deserved. Did alot of thinking and got alot of things straightened up stairs. I'm jes afraid that when my family all goes on the 17th and I am left here by myself I'm gonna loose it again. Another thing I realized is how much I depend on them to help me. I don't know if they have realized it, but I did. *shrugs*
Sometimes in the midst the shadows seize
Drawing in the last breath heaven takes from me
Floating by as these days do pass
Wandering alone in this darkness
Memories surface from long ago
Apart and taken this place can be
Silence fills my head
Yet another sun rise awaits
Can't hold the moment long enough
But the feelings have never faded
Looking back I see
Something lost, yet meant to be
Theses memories I take
What good there was, what evil consipired the chaos
Holding it as one and finding the smallest of peace
Craving for this love, these dreams I still have
Yet here in the shadows these memories remain
What could have been changed, what regrets to spare
Just another waisting moment of time spent away
Look back and see
No matter good, nor evil
Could ever change the way we are
Yet I see people falling from grace
Scared to step into this light
Silence fills my head, these memories I hold
I think today I shall smile, for I know who I am