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[darkenglishrose]

Would it be too much to ask the universe just to throw me a bone?
I want to be back in Bristol SO BADLY, I don't even mind working for the money, just as long as I get some.

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[darkenglishrose]

The reason I haven't 'fucked off back to Bristol already' is because I CAN'T AFFORD TO. I don't 'expect everything to fall nicely in my lap' at ALL, I'm just very stressed at the moment and livejournal is my way of dealing with it, I thought it was safe to leave that particular rant unlocked because I figured people would be smart enough to realise that hey, I was pretty damn stressed out when I wrote it, and it was me venting.

I never said my parents should keep paying for me AT ALL, I was annoyed that my dad apparently wasn't planning on telling me he was stopping the money, and mum had been adding to the stress - I'm not saying she had no right to ask money from me, she has every right, all I was saying was that I was getting quite stressed out.

Why the fuck does anybody else's life have anything to do with how I feel about mine? Yea, other people have it worse, other people also have it better, why does that mean I'm not allowed to get upset or stressed out about how my own life is going?

I never said that it doesn't matter what everyone else was going through, I never said I was the only person going through shit, I never implied the world revolved around me - but this is MY livejournal and I am going through some crap right now, I am well WELL within my rights to use this space to talk about it, that's what blogs are for.

"they no Fuck all do they really"
Oh god, the irony.