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[darkenglishrose]

Would it be too much to ask the universe just to throw me a bone?
I want to be back in Bristol SO BADLY, I don't even mind working for the money, just as long as I get some.

Comments

[anonymous]

Well after reading this journal of how your life is so shit Im surprised you havent (using your language) Fucked off back to Bristol already.Im not gonna give you the usual "welcome to the real world" or "welcome to adult hood" but I do think you need to grow up and realise that life is what you make it and its not always a bed of roses. You just expect everything to fall nicely in your lap whilst you are out there having nothing but fun and if it doesnt happen like that then its easy to blame everyone else apart from yourself. Why should your parents keep paying for you? You are after all an adult and if you want to be so then you have to act so ! Do you think everyone elses lives are so easy and you are the only one who goes through shit? There are people out there much worse off than you so maybe instead of wallowing in self pitty you should think about the fact that atleast you have the love and support of your family instead of just slagging them off.Some people out there have no one and would give anything for the family and friends that you have. You really dissappoint me how you can be so selfish and think the world just revolves around AMY and it doesnt matter how much shit anyone else is going through Im sure it cant possibly be as bad as your life can it? And as for your friends slagging off your family,they no Fuck all do they really,They have only listened to your side and dont really know what a selfish,spoilt little madam you really are who doesnt give a shit about anyone but herself.

[darkenglishrose]

The reason I haven't 'fucked off back to Bristol already' is because I CAN'T AFFORD TO. I don't 'expect everything to fall nicely in my lap' at ALL, I'm just very stressed at the moment and livejournal is my way of dealing with it, I thought it was safe to leave that particular rant unlocked because I figured people would be smart enough to realise that hey, I was pretty damn stressed out when I wrote it, and it was me venting.

I never said my parents should keep paying for me AT ALL, I was annoyed that my dad apparently wasn't planning on telling me he was stopping the money, and mum had been adding to the stress - I'm not saying she had no right to ask money from me, she has every right, all I was saying was that I was getting quite stressed out.

Why the fuck does anybody else's life have anything to do with how I feel about mine? Yea, other people have it worse, other people also have it better, why does that mean I'm not allowed to get upset or stressed out about how my own life is going?

I never said that it doesn't matter what everyone else was going through, I never said I was the only person going through shit, I never implied the world revolved around me - but this is MY livejournal and I am going through some crap right now, I am well WELL within my rights to use this space to talk about it, that's what blogs are for.

"they no Fuck all do they really"
Oh god, the irony.