AAAAAAAAARGH!
I don't think I could possibky get much more depressed..unless somebody died or something.
I'm PMTing, (and 3 days late - and so start the jesus jokes and raising him pagan..long story, you don't wanna know), the girl I fancied is still my friend (I kind of spilled via drunken txting) but nothing further than that and I pretty much have to forget about it, I'm swamped with work and I'm not doing any of it 'cos I have real problems getting work done, and I need a job and money and new computer parts and driving lessons and a car, and to save up for a holiday in the summer, and I ought to spend less time online, and I try my hardest not to be effected by media pressure but I feel fat and ugly, Polo's depressed because her girlfriend dumped her and...I'm not sure what else but I think there's something, I'm going random moodswings of jealousy and depression and hyperactivity and anger, I don't think my mum could have a worse picture of me (I do believe she thinks I'm a straight, normal, christian), and...I just...f**k, I need love and money and freedom and...godsdamnit there's so many people worse off than me, I'm a selfish bitch.
I'm PMTing, (and 3 days late - and so start the jesus jokes and raising him pagan..long story, you don't wanna know), the girl I fancied is still my friend (I kind of spilled via drunken txting) but nothing further than that and I pretty much have to forget about it, I'm swamped with work and I'm not doing any of it 'cos I have real problems getting work done, and I need a job and money and new computer parts and driving lessons and a car, and to save up for a holiday in the summer, and I ought to spend less time online, and I try my hardest not to be effected by media pressure but I feel fat and ugly, Polo's depressed because her girlfriend dumped her and...I'm not sure what else but I think there's something, I'm going random moodswings of jealousy and depression and hyperactivity and anger, I don't think my mum could have a worse picture of me (I do believe she thinks I'm a straight, normal, christian), and...I just...f**k, I need love and money and freedom and...godsdamnit there's so many people worse off than me, I'm a selfish bitch.