Ok . . .
So slightly betterish. Ever so slightly. It's definately one of those things that doesn't just *poof* go away after a couple days. Thinking back neither of us had been really happy for a while. I can't help but think that maybe it was my lack of utter joy was bringing her down and seeing her down just brought me further down and into a constant cycle of up and down.
It's over now though. I need to find my path to walk, while she makes her's as well. She know's where she wants to be, I'm still utterly clueless and would rather discover it myself. If it turns out somewhere down the line we were headed towards that same spot and meet again great. I don't see myself down that path though I can't see myself anywhere really right now. I hope she finds whats she's looking for and I hope we can remain friends like we always said we would if this ever happened.
I can't shed another tear or beat myself up anymore. Time heals all wounds I hope.
Thank you Sarah, for doing what neither of us had the heart to do until now.
It's over now though. I need to find my path to walk, while she makes her's as well. She know's where she wants to be, I'm still utterly clueless and would rather discover it myself. If it turns out somewhere down the line we were headed towards that same spot and meet again great. I don't see myself down that path though I can't see myself anywhere really right now. I hope she finds whats she's looking for and I hope we can remain friends like we always said we would if this ever happened.
I can't shed another tear or beat myself up anymore. Time heals all wounds I hope.
Thank you Sarah, for doing what neither of us had the heart to do until now.