Money good but I wish I didn't need it.
The bank account has almost officially hit 4 digits, or at least it will if i'm good and i don't fuckup and start spending carelesly again. I am however close and feeling really good about things, if I the moving option finally happens i know I can do it now, and if not I can finally put some money's down on a nicer (read as more reliable) car so I don't have to worry about every sound my ride is making wondering if it's just a kink or a death throw. I miss you all, fucking call me back Rich or i'll cut your balls off. . . not really . . . about the ball snipping I mean.
Couple new job possibilities have opened too. And their REAL PLACES!!! With an actual attainable positions! At this point it's not even about money anymore but getting out of this miserable job i'm in, and doing something with a flexible schedule, where i'm working with people, and i can actually make time to take courses and at least finish a damned 2 yr degree that I've put off for what 3 years now? Dumbest thing i ever did was take a break from school and fool myself into thinking a degree is useless. Was i always that retarded when i was young?
Oh and fuck you all too. I went reading through my entries and realized I've sounded like some pissant goth wannabe "oohhhh my life is so dreadful" and not a one of you said shut the fuck up and look at what you just said! BASTARDS! I'm making an ass of myself and no one said a damned thing! Anyway full steam ahead fuck it!
Couple new job possibilities have opened too. And their REAL PLACES!!! With an actual attainable positions! At this point it's not even about money anymore but getting out of this miserable job i'm in, and doing something with a flexible schedule, where i'm working with people, and i can actually make time to take courses and at least finish a damned 2 yr degree that I've put off for what 3 years now? Dumbest thing i ever did was take a break from school and fool myself into thinking a degree is useless. Was i always that retarded when i was young?
Oh and fuck you all too. I went reading through my entries and realized I've sounded like some pissant goth wannabe "oohhhh my life is so dreadful" and not a one of you said shut the fuck up and look at what you just said! BASTARDS! I'm making an ass of myself and no one said a damned thing! Anyway full steam ahead fuck it!