Metldown in 5 . . . 4 . . . 3 . . .
In about 3 days time all my hopes fell apart. Called the last 2 job prospects I've found, one never had an opening and the other wouldn't even give me an interview. Then Sarah finally goes to see a doctor after a couple weeks of whining and now she has to get a cat scan on friday cause they found her liver is enlarged and theres some sort of lump near her heart. There's no end to it all. That does it I'm just gonna live out of my car and build grills and cabinets for the rest of my natural life. It's all turning into more than I can handle.