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[darkenedsilence]

Dunno, feelin kinda empty as of late. Like somethings missing and I can't get on track til I find it, or at least what it is. Answers maybe, reassurance possibly, only the divine ones know. Til I know I drag through the days with false hopes and smiles. I don't even think I'm me anymore honestly. I'm so much different than I was three years ago . . . is that because I've changed? or is it really that I've put on the facade for so long I forgot what I really am.

End melodramatic transmition.