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Then, I'm leaving that wretched place. No more children blasting holes through my ceiling, at least.
Better than having another Sephiroth to live with.
However... I just realized something.
[Screened to Johan]
A bit of advance warning...
Yubel... will not take this well.
[/Screened]
[Private // hackable]
...I still don't quite feel comfortable about it. While it is better than taking a gamble again... there's...
...I don't know. There's something about him that just... brings me discomfort, based on the things I know. Another reason I should be trying to keep my distance instead. And who knows what Yubel will do as a result of this... then again, she is a weight I will have to continue to carry as long as I am here, whether she is here with me or not.
It is... a feeling of closeness, of something that perhaps had once been. My subconscious mind seems to want to betray my conscious intentions in that respect, because it seems to want to pull me to him like gravity to a larger object. I can see how it would've been so easy to get close to him, too.
So easy. Too easy. Treacherously so...
...I'll continue to try and stay as clear of everyone else as I can until I know more. I won't take any of the risks presented to me, be it the risk of a violent roommate at Ari Apartment... or the risk of harming someone else who couldn't deserve it any less.
...On a different note, I had completely forgotten about Christmas, as well.
.................
I wonder...
[/Private]
Better than having another Sephiroth to live with.
However... I just realized something.
[Screened to Johan]
A bit of advance warning...
Yubel... will not take this well.
[/Screened]
[Private // hackable]
...I still don't quite feel comfortable about it. While it is better than taking a gamble again... there's...
...I don't know. There's something about him that just... brings me discomfort, based on the things I know. Another reason I should be trying to keep my distance instead. And who knows what Yubel will do as a result of this... then again, she is a weight I will have to continue to carry as long as I am here, whether she is here with me or not.
It is... a feeling of closeness, of something that perhaps had once been. My subconscious mind seems to want to betray my conscious intentions in that respect, because it seems to want to pull me to him like gravity to a larger object. I can see how it would've been so easy to get close to him, too.
So easy. Too easy. Treacherously so...
...I'll continue to try and stay as clear of everyone else as I can until I know more. I won't take any of the risks presented to me, be it the risk of a violent roommate at Ari Apartment... or the risk of harming someone else who couldn't deserve it any less.
...On a different note, I had completely forgotten about Christmas, as well.
.................
I wonder...
[/Private]