[24] black sentiment
[A written post. On the paper read four kanji, each with meanings written next to them:
怒 - anger
悲 - sadness
苦 - anguish
憎 - hatred
...And then a second time. And again. And again. They are scribed many times, repeatedly, and with each written kanji, the handwriting becomes more and more hasty... or perhaps it's written sloppily out of sheer building frustration. Either way, eventually the writing turns to a mad, furious scribble, etched deeply onto the paper before the one holding the pen calms down and begins writing legibly and coherently again.]
...I see.
That mantra... it holds true still, governs my thinking; even now, in a place which has taken most of my memories. Subconsciously, I could never forget it, even if I forgot everything else. It's too deeply ingrained in me.
It's not that easy. Nothing is ever that easy. Nothing ever will be that easy.
((OOC: Aw, what the hell, I'm bored. Juudai remembers the four symbolic kanji Brron used to revive Super Fusion (not that they were sacrifices, and not the identity of the sacrifices yet), and the mantra that sparked his ultimate transformation into Haou ("to defeat evil, you must become evil"). And let's throw a basic understanding of Japanese in there too, I guess. 1% regain, 14% memory total, 0% remaining. I realized I don't actually need the last 1%, because Yubel doesn't have any to spare right now anyway, so we'd have to wait for the next memory event regardless. So here's me throwing it. :Db))
怒 - anger
悲 - sadness
苦 - anguish
憎 - hatred
...And then a second time. And again. And again. They are scribed many times, repeatedly, and with each written kanji, the handwriting becomes more and more hasty... or perhaps it's written sloppily out of sheer building frustration. Either way, eventually the writing turns to a mad, furious scribble, etched deeply onto the paper before the one holding the pen calms down and begins writing legibly and coherently again.]
...I see.
That mantra... it holds true still, governs my thinking; even now, in a place which has taken most of my memories. Subconsciously, I could never forget it, even if I forgot everything else. It's too deeply ingrained in me.
It's not that easy. Nothing is ever that easy. Nothing ever will be that easy.
((OOC: Aw, what the hell, I'm bored. Juudai remembers the four symbolic kanji Brron used to revive Super Fusion (not that they were sacrifices, and not the identity of the sacrifices yet), and the mantra that sparked his ultimate transformation into Haou ("to defeat evil, you must become evil"). And let's throw a basic understanding of Japanese in there too, I guess. 1% regain, 14% memory total, 0% remaining. I realized I don't actually need the last 1%, because Yubel doesn't have any to spare right now anyway, so we'd have to wait for the next memory event regardless. So here's me throwing it. :Db))