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I... applied for a job...
It is a normal thing to do, isn't it?
So many things that seem normal to me... There are things people here do that I don't do and vice versa, and yet none of it ever occurred to me at all. Every time I do something, I feel myself almost physically writhe in agony about it the more I observe the actions of others.
There are things that are wrong and I don't know what they are.
It does bother me... far too much. Ever since I last spoke with him... I can't keep my thinking away from it.
...................
...What is normalcy? The basics of this are lost on me. And there's still so much to learn before I can make something definitive.
I just wish... it didn't feel like there was such a narrow band of "normal".
It still feels vaguely like... maybe living is best done when there's no emotional investment.
((OOC: I'm bored. Here, have a pointless spam. :DDDD))
It is a normal thing to do, isn't it?
So many things that seem normal to me... There are things people here do that I don't do and vice versa, and yet none of it ever occurred to me at all. Every time I do something, I feel myself almost physically writhe in agony about it the more I observe the actions of others.
There are things that are wrong and I don't know what they are.
It does bother me... far too much. Ever since I last spoke with him... I can't keep my thinking away from it.
...................
...What is normalcy? The basics of this are lost on me. And there's still so much to learn before I can make something definitive.
I just wish... it didn't feel like there was such a narrow band of "normal".
It still feels vaguely like... maybe living is best done when there's no emotional investment.
((OOC: I'm bored. Here, have a pointless spam. :DDDD))