So today is the first day i've had off in a long ass time! like ive been working or hanging out with josh for the past two weeks, annd now im just chillin out catching up on my rest time and all that good stuff. But anyways, im going out with josh now, but i still have a really big urge to mess around with other guys. i dont know what is wrong with ( Read more... )

Crying Over Us ( Read more... )

Cant help but feel a little sad ( Read more... )

Right now im doing something you can only indulge in during the christmas season, Drinking EggNogg and Eating Cookies made by your grandmama. ManOMan i cant wait till these next two days are OVER and the Christmas BREAK BEGINS! oh god, im sooo sick of school and i need a fucking break from all the bullshit that goes on in there. The best thing that ( Read more... )

Omg i had the besstt time tonight!!!!! !!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i would just like to emphasize the !!!!!!!!'s oookkaay now why you ask, and i answer with, i met an amazing guy that just makes me wanna float. He's everything im looking for in every way. He's spontaous, hillarious, sweet, hott as fuck, has a job, has a car, actually PAYS for ME on a ( Read more... )

goddamnit why cant they all just leave me alone. so today when i was in the waiting room cuz my mom was in the hospital, i get a call, and my callerI.D. says "Adam" so i pick up and its a chick. She said that david proposed to cherise and they're getting married on friday and i should go chaise after him, then they started laughing, and i said, who ( Read more... )

I let it happen again, i let him do this to me again. AGAIN. Im so sick of myself. I cant believe it. Everytime i think that maybe it'll be better this time maybe it'll work this time, but you know what, ITS NEVER BETTER AND IT NEVER WORKS im such a peice of shit for letting this happen again. for letting myself fall for him, how many more times ( Read more... )

If You Were Born in SEPTEMBER You ARE ( Read more... )

My mom is putting me in therapy.. i broke down in the bathroom at school and all the principals got involved and it was this big ordeal. Everyone thinks im all suicidle now so they're all trying to be nice to be, out of pitty. I fuckin hate that. I just needed to cry. Everything was going wrong for me and i couldnt hold it in any longer.. now ( Read more... )

Well fuck. This weekend was a blast, i started talking to david again,i dont know why, i just did, anyways, me him and adam tried to get away from my other friends by going to this gangsta chicks birthday party that none of my friends knows, well we showed up and all of them were already there! turns out they knew the gangsta chicks cousent and she ( Read more... )