Jan 22, 2007 11:41
I went to la this past weekend with Amanda. The pain was to see ty do his first show live. It was the second hardest thing I have ever had to do. There was alot of tears but I made it though it:)
We ended up talking.. Fighting, Crying, lovin...
Well I ended up being with him those last 3 nights. It was perfect. I had alot of regreat for leaving ty. Alot of shit was fucking with my head. I just wanted the love of my life back. Were talking again. Not sure where this is going to lead. I mean after the way things ended Ty is scard to let me back in, but he wants me just as bad as I want him. I am done with Fallowing my mind and not listening to my what my heart is truly telling me.
Ty is the only man for me.
After all this parting and thinking that this is how I wanted to live my life, I was sooo wrong.
I guess well find out where this leads.