my ears are cold =P
lol heyy guys =) wats up?! me nothing jus got bak from running 4 miles woo0o wo0o..lol well yeah sheesh wat a SAD run..all i thought about was him =/ damn bro ud think the feeling would just go away but it doesnt..it pisses me off because like yeah i never let any1 in my heart before him and i swear i never would because i was scared of gettin hurt and he took the time and made sure he made it in my heart and then just left or w/e he did..all i kno is that he left a hole in me and seriously..its been a WHILE and nothing has changed..i mean before i even met him im like wow hes hot..and i wud get butterflies and then i met him and then yeah everything happened and now its like w/e..i shudnt care but i do...i guess im just kinda down 2day..i duno...but all i kno is he acts like i dont exist..=( and i guess i do the same ..but w/e..i dont deserve that..i never wanted commitment, a relationship, ne of that bull shit and now i never want it again because im scared sum1s gonna hurt me again i dont even kno..w/e lifes so damm confusing! w/e the only thing is i kno he cares about me ..=/ but i have to tell myself eh DOESNT..cuz then it helps me get over the damn boy..=o( ..w/e!..newaiis..escuela was str8 2daii..didnt realy do nething all i kno is that im so lazy and sad..and yeah...i went 2 james house 2 visit him =P lol..umm wat else have i done lately? mm me n anthony made up! =P yay!!! lol i chilled w/ rudy on ..wednesday? yeahh..but hes a sell out so its okii..wat i did lsat weekend..umm on fridayy went 2 the sunset vs varela game..lOl..well kinda went? me n kim left with gus max n i duno wat his name is lol and we went 2 chicken chop =P lol..and we got FREE FOOD =) lol scoooore! heck yes !!! napoleon dynamite <333..and then on saturday kimberlin came 2 my house and we just ate shit all day...and then walked 2 dianes lol..well brb =P ..im gOin 2 get my fone =P..so yeah! byeeeeeeeeeeeeee