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it's about 3:30 in the morning right now, and this is the second night in a row that i felt sick and couldn't sleep or even just get comfortable. i don't know what's up with me these days...
alex and i have been working a lot of things out lately and i finally feel like things are changing; it makes me feel really hopeful. we've been looking at apartments and houses a lot, and even though i really really wanted a house so that i could have a yard with space and flowers and space for a puppy, we are probably going to be getting an apartment. the main reason being ..... MONEY. haha. we are poor struggling youth, haha. well anyway we looked at a lot of apartments and merrifield apartments seem to be pretty nice for the amount of rent. it's 674 a month for a one bedroom apartment with living room, kitchen, bathroom, and utility room sooo yeah. i'm really excited. we'll probably be moving in in about the next month or so.
i feel like my life is about to finally be in a good way.
it makes me sad that we don't have many friends anymore, but i;d rather have zero friends than ones that you can't TRUST or count on to be there for you.
oh yeah, my birthday is in exactly two weeks. may 3rd. i turn 18. so come hang out with me and we will eat cake.
alex and i have been working a lot of things out lately and i finally feel like things are changing; it makes me feel really hopeful. we've been looking at apartments and houses a lot, and even though i really really wanted a house so that i could have a yard with space and flowers and space for a puppy, we are probably going to be getting an apartment. the main reason being ..... MONEY. haha. we are poor struggling youth, haha. well anyway we looked at a lot of apartments and merrifield apartments seem to be pretty nice for the amount of rent. it's 674 a month for a one bedroom apartment with living room, kitchen, bathroom, and utility room sooo yeah. i'm really excited. we'll probably be moving in in about the next month or so.
i feel like my life is about to finally be in a good way.
it makes me sad that we don't have many friends anymore, but i;d rather have zero friends than ones that you can't TRUST or count on to be there for you.
oh yeah, my birthday is in exactly two weeks. may 3rd. i turn 18. so come hang out with me and we will eat cake.