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i hate boys. i hate boys and their fucking ex girlfriends that will never fucking go away. and their ex girlfriends friends and all their problems that for some fucking reason i have to hear about. i hate that you are fucking obsessed with her still. i hate that i can't leave you because i'm worried what it will do to you and what you'll do to yourself. i hate that despite everything i love you. i hate that you put everyone before me. i hate that you say i never talk to you but when i do everything i say you contradict; and tell me i am wrong and that i always have to be right. i hate that you always make me feel guilty. i hate that i don't know what to do and have no one to talk to about. i hate the fact that i have written this same thing more that once now. things will never change.