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this quite possibly is the most fucked up christmas i've ever had. how could the nicest most happiest time of year go bad? since when did my family, which i thought was the strongest, closest family out there break? why can't i be allowed to love? and also why can't my stomach ache go away? i'm terribly upset.
hardly anyone came to christmas eve tonight. and we're not going to my aunt's tomorrow. she needs to grow up. shes fucking tradition up! ever since her lung thing she's been getting weird and mean. i don't know that i like who she is anymore. i want the old sandy back.
i might cry.
hardly anyone came to christmas eve tonight. and we're not going to my aunt's tomorrow. she needs to grow up. shes fucking tradition up! ever since her lung thing she's been getting weird and mean. i don't know that i like who she is anymore. i want the old sandy back.
i might cry.