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sometimes i wonder if it's worth all the fighting and stress. i haven't laughed and really felt happy in a while. i hate even talking to my parents or family anymore because i know it will come up. i can't do this anymore, it's exhausting. i don't understand what is holding me back from just ending it. the past two months have been so shitty. i don't even really like the kind of person it's making me become. even when i've talked about it to two of my close friends they don't seem to understand why i'm not just like fuck it, and be done with it all.
it pisses me off that things you do cause me so much stress and trouble, but you seem to go uneffected. it's annoying that i end up grounded because of you when you go out everynight WITHOUT me. i feel like i'm always the one giving in this relationship, but you can't even understand when i need one fucking day to hang out with a friend.
it's time for things to change. it's time for me to be done with it all.
it pisses me off that things you do cause me so much stress and trouble, but you seem to go uneffected. it's annoying that i end up grounded because of you when you go out everynight WITHOUT me. i feel like i'm always the one giving in this relationship, but you can't even understand when i need one fucking day to hang out with a friend.
it's time for things to change. it's time for me to be done with it all.