Ok, Thats It.
I can't take it anymore, my cousin has been in a shitty mood, the one person that I could count on lately. But no, he has to be a dick. So as soon as I can, I'm fucking leaving for toronto, I don't care if I don't have a place to stay, I'll live in a fuckin dumpster. All I know is that once I get up there, I'm gonna find me the the girl thats right for me... I just have to find her... Ok, I can't go on hiding this anymore, Lucia, I know your dating, but I have feelings for you I guess you could say... I know it's so far away, but I can't help myself. Damn the internet. It's just gonna ruin our friendship. I don't want that to happen. Even if nothing happens between us, I still want to be friends. I just can't beat around the bush anymore. It's to hard to hold this in. Ok... I'm gonna go play some red faction for a while then goto sleep.