I'm sick of this, I just want it all to end
I'm fucking tired of this fucking place, I want out and I want out now, I can take my family anymore, They make me want to fucking die. I'm not getting my dreads now because I No longer have any fucking hair, thats right, I don't have any fucking hair. My dad made me shave off my fucking hair, Well dad, I have something for you, GO FUCK YOUR SELF. I'm sick of it, I can't take being around him anymore all we do is fight fight fight. I want to go I want to get out of here, I'm gonna see if my friend tammi from Texas will come and get me. I'm quiting my band, I'm giving up on my solo projekt, I'm a failure, well, thats what everyone around here wants me to think, so why try so hard not to be when everyone thinks that I am. His exact words, "Your never going to go anywhere in life. All you do is sit behind that computer and make noise, You'll never make it in the real world if thats all you do. So, I'm just gonna give up. I mean, the fuck do they want me to do? Get on my knees and kiss thier feet?! I just don't care anymore... I can't go on like this, this place makes me too depressed and pissed off to see straight. I'm out, I'm gonna go to sleep, I just can't take this shit anymore.