Oct 09, 2005 16:14
I felt like updating...even though I wasn't quite sure what to say. It's starting to get cold outside you know fall is finally here...getting closer to starting another year..once again. Everyday you believe something will get better...but it only seems to get worse..I don't understand sometimes..but I guess things happen for a reason.
You have these days where you feel like sitting and crying for honestly no absolute reason. You get older and you see things so much more clear that you ever have before..no matter whether your 15..or 20..you understand some things you didn't understand before..you know what you feel and you don't like it when someone trys to tell you otherwise.
Sometimes you have these dreams and they feel so completely real that when you awake you just want to break down because you know what you were feeling was just a dream even though it felt like it was really happening.
Some of the things you loved before you no longer love and some of the things you didn't love you love now. Everybody just wants to watch a perfect world go were all looking for love and meaning in our lives even though we may not always be able to find it.
Sometimes you have this feeling like no ones care and other times this feeling of complete contentment. Funny how we have these feelings..but they must have a reason.
Well..comment me on how you feel about this update..I'd like to hear your opions..
Alyssa Brook..