Aww dude, your school sounds like a shitty place and that sucks that you have to go through the shit you do there, man. I pretty much despised going to school too, especially when I felt like everyone there wasnt quite on the same page as me and yah, I was relatively apathetic toward it alot of the time. The good part is that you dont have a whole lot of it left, you'll be graduated soon enough and all that bullshit will be over and you can start living life on your terms...the bad part is that you still got some time left, and I know for me the more I hated it the longer it seemed to take. I completely like, know what you were talking about when you shredded your test and drew designs in the smearness and whatnot...I am quirky as all hell and do shit like that too...I like to destroy things when I get pissed off, and I dont really hide when I get angry. Seems like teachers arent wanting students to express anger, even though it's a valid emotion, I mean, what did they expect, for you to be like kissing your feet when you got that test back? They are trying to hard to make emotion seem so wrong, and it's gotta be hard to respect these people if all they want you to be is unhuman!
So yah, I went off on a tangent, and Im sorry (Im having one of those introspective analytical kinda days)...lol. I just think that yah, what happened to you today might seem "wrong" or "messed up" to the school and whatever, but outside of school, having that kind of courage to stand up for yourself and not be afraid to speak your mind or show how you really feel dude, it's a good thing to have. Not enough people do that, and they dont get very far. Being aggressive is NOT a bad thing...I mean, so long as its not directed toward anyone in a violent manner, being outspoken and blunt and shit, value that skill you got there man, cuz you'll probably need it and trust me, you can use it to your advantage. I hope that made sense.
Just hang in there man...if you think today means youre crazy, then I must be crazy too, because I do the exact same kind of things and I think people need a wake up call sometimes. I love ya, sweetie, hope you know that. I know you're gonna be aight. You are a strong person...relish in it. :)
So yah, I went off on a tangent, and Im sorry (Im having one of those introspective analytical kinda days)...lol. I just think that yah, what happened to you today might seem "wrong" or "messed up" to the school and whatever, but outside of school, having that kind of courage to stand up for yourself and not be afraid to speak your mind or show how you really feel dude, it's a good thing to have. Not enough people do that, and they dont get very far. Being aggressive is NOT a bad thing...I mean, so long as its not directed toward anyone in a violent manner, being outspoken and blunt and shit, value that skill you got there man, cuz you'll probably need it and trust me, you can use it to your advantage. I hope that made sense.
Just hang in there man...if you think today means youre crazy, then I must be crazy too, because I do the exact same kind of things and I think people need a wake up call sometimes. I love ya, sweetie, hope you know that. I know you're gonna be aight. You are a strong person...relish in it. :)
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