your tag is sticking out. will that make me run faster?
sorry for the last entry.
it was mostly rambling + me being a bitch.
i apologize.
here's something new though.
i think i like a boy. >_<
i mean- this can be a good thing,
but with my luck with boys, its not.
+ this is not a guy one would think i'd like.
he's so different than any boy i've ever dated.
+ that kind of scares me.
but its exciting at the same time.
like- he's younger, more unpredictable, + completely un-readable.
if thats even a word.
i'll just take dee's advice + proceed with caution.
i miss running.
i wanted to run track today.
but i rolled my ankle 8th period.
+ now it looks like a grapefruit.
♥ thats cool.
blah.
i've been listening to 90's music
and looking at pictures that i took with my first camera.
and they make me kind of sad, and at the same time
reall, really happy.
i miss how easy it was to be yourself.
how easy it was to try new things.
but it was such an awkward stage for me.
not even just with looks.
middle school for me was really where i started being myself.
but like- a new "myself."
i was always a tom boy in elementery school.
+ in middle school, i figured out how to sustain that,
+ keep all my guy friends
+ at the same time not be scared to act girly.
+ i was able to keep a lot of friendships in different groups going.
but then i slipped.
and i havent been able to get my grip back.
but i would not want to go back there.
high school is, if you can believe it, less "clicky".
+ i've learned and grown so much.
+ now i can appreciate so much more.
people, nature, and music. everything.
people like deanna, ryan, megan, nicole, justin.
+ i can understand people better i think.
+ my photography + art has grown.
as well as my musical abilities, skills, + the things i write.
i think now i know how to be a friend.
so in the end,
i guess it was worth it.
early am tomorrow to run <3
back to track tomorrow!!! (: (: (: (:
♥, kait.
it was mostly rambling + me being a bitch.
i apologize.
here's something new though.
i think i like a boy. >_<
i mean- this can be a good thing,
but with my luck with boys, its not.
+ this is not a guy one would think i'd like.
he's so different than any boy i've ever dated.
+ that kind of scares me.
but its exciting at the same time.
like- he's younger, more unpredictable, + completely un-readable.
if thats even a word.
i'll just take dee's advice + proceed with caution.
i miss running.
i wanted to run track today.
but i rolled my ankle 8th period.
+ now it looks like a grapefruit.
♥ thats cool.
blah.
i've been listening to 90's music
and looking at pictures that i took with my first camera.
and they make me kind of sad, and at the same time
reall, really happy.
i miss how easy it was to be yourself.
how easy it was to try new things.
but it was such an awkward stage for me.
not even just with looks.
middle school for me was really where i started being myself.
but like- a new "myself."
i was always a tom boy in elementery school.
+ in middle school, i figured out how to sustain that,
+ keep all my guy friends
+ at the same time not be scared to act girly.
+ i was able to keep a lot of friendships in different groups going.
but then i slipped.
and i havent been able to get my grip back.
but i would not want to go back there.
high school is, if you can believe it, less "clicky".
+ i've learned and grown so much.
+ now i can appreciate so much more.
people, nature, and music. everything.
people like deanna, ryan, megan, nicole, justin.
+ i can understand people better i think.
+ my photography + art has grown.
as well as my musical abilities, skills, + the things i write.
i think now i know how to be a friend.
so in the end,
i guess it was worth it.
early am tomorrow to run <3
back to track tomorrow!!! (: (: (: (:
♥, kait.